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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    4:55 pm
    @@@@@“Doc?” He was already there, the brandy in
    @@@@@“Doc?”
    He was already there, the brandy in hand
    The sound of the helicopter thumped quietly, far away but still much too closeDoc flinched,
    and a few drops of brandy splattered on my arm
    It was a horrible dayThe worst of my life on this planet, even including my first day in the
    caves and the last hot, dry day in the desert, hours from death
    The helicopter circled and circledSometimes more than an hour would pass, and I would think
    it was finally overThen the sound would come back, and I would see the Seeker's obstinate
    face in my head, her protruding eyes scouring the blank desert for some sign of humansI tried
    to will her away, concentrating hard on my memories of the desert's featureless, colorless plain,
    as if I could somehow make sure she saw nothing else, as if I could bore her into leaving
    Brandt never took his suspicious stare off of meI could always feel it, though I rarely looked at
    himIt got a little better when Ian came back with both breakfast and lunchHe was all dirty
    from packing in case of an evacuation–whatever that meantDid they have anywhere to go? Ian
    scowled so hard he looked like Kyle when Brandt explained in clipped phrases why he was
    thereThen Ian dragged another empty cot beside mine, so that he could sit in Brandt's line of
    sight and block his view
    The helicopter, Brandt's distrustful watch, these were not really so badOn an ordinary day–if
    there was really such a thing anymore–either one of these might have seemed agonizingToday,
    they were nothing
    By noon, Doc had given Walter the last of the brandyIt seemed like only minutes later that
    Walter was writhing, moaning, and gasping for breathHis fingers bruised and chafed mine, but
    if I ever pulled away, his moans turned to shrill screamsI ducked out once to use the latrine;
    Brandt followed me, which made Ian feel like he had to come, tooBy the time we got
    back–after nearly running the whole way–Walter's screams no longer sounded humanDoc's
    face was hollow with echoed agonyWalter quieted after I spoke to him for a moment, letting
    him think his wife was nea
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    5:02 pm
    @@@@@ And then Jesse Croft, thinking of his wife
    @@@@@ And then Jesse Croft, thinking of his wife who was ailing, a weak woman sweet and mild, might add, " 'Course Sam got mother's milk if ever a one did, but Ah figger it turned sour for him 'cause that was the only way his stomach would take it Then he would cackle and blow his nose into his hand and wipe it on the back of his pale-blue dungarees(Standing before his dirty wood barn, the red dry soil of western Texas under his feet "Why, Ah 'member once Ah took Sam huntin', he was only an itty-bitty runt, not big enough to hold up the gun hardlybut he was a mean shot from the beginningAnd Ah'll tell ya, he just didn't like to have a man interfere with himThat was one thing could always rile him, even when he was an itty-bitty bastard
    "Couldn't stand to have anyone beat him in anythin'
    "Never could lick himAh'd beat the piss out o' him, and he'd never make a soundJus' stand there lookin' at me as if he was fixin' to wallop me back, or maybe put a bullet in mah head

    Croft hunted earlyIn the winter, in the chill Texas desert, it used to be a cold numbing ride across twenty miles of rutted hard-baked road with the dust blowing like emery into the open battered FordThe two big men in the front would say little, and the one who was not driving would blow on his fingersWhen they reached the forest, the sun would still be straining to rise above the brown-red line of ridge
    Now, look, boy, see that trail, that's a deer runThey ain't hardly a man is smart enough to track down a deerYou set an' wait for 'em, and you set where the wind is blowin' down from the deer to youYou got to wait a long time
    The boy sits shivering in the woodAh'm fugged if Ah'll wait for any ole deerAh'm gonna track 'em
    He stalks through the forest with the wind on his faceIt's dark, and the trees are silver-brown, and the ground is a deep-olive velvetWhere is that ole deer? He kicks a twig out of his way, and stiffens as a buck goes clattering through the br
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    5:03 pm
    @@@@@ She had to think; there must be some way to
    @@@@@
    She had to think; there must be some way to salvage her life from the
    ruins; she refused to believe differentBut she couldn't keep her
    mind from jumping aroundShe was so confused, so tiredShe'd
    been
    tired beforeWorse tired than thisWhen she had to get to Tara from
    Atlanta, with the Yankee army on all sides, she hadn't let tired stop
    herWhen she had to forage for food all over the countryside, she
    hadn't given up because her legs and arms felt like dead weights
    pulling on herWhen she picked cotton until her hands were raw,
    when
    she hitched herself to the plow like she was a mule, when she had to
    find strength to keep going in spite of everything, she hadn't given up
    because she was tiredShe wasn't going to give up nowIt wasn't in
    her to give upShe stared ahead, facing all her demonsRhett's leaving her, saying that their
    marriage was deadThat was
    what she had to meet head-onShe heard his voice: "Nothing's
    changed
    It couldn't be true! But it wasShe had to find a way to get him
    backShe'd always been able to get any man she wanted, and Rhett
    was a
    man like any other man, wasn't he? No, he wasn't like any other man,
    and that's why she wanted himShe shivered, suddenly afraid
    Suppose
    that this time she didn't win?
    She had always won, one way or anotherShe'd always gotten what
    she
    wanted, somehowAbove her head a bluejay cried
    raucously
    Scarlett looked up, heard a second jeering cry"Leave me alone," she
    shoutedThe bird flew away, a whirr of gaudy blue
    She had to think, to remember what Rhett had s
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    5:03 pm
    @@@@@You’re a strange man, Mr At times you even
    @@@@@You’re a strange man, Mr
    At times you even sound like two different people
    “I’m not strange, Doctor,” said Jason Bourne, momentarily closing his eyes, his lids briefly
    tight“I don’t want to be strange or different or anything exotic at allI want to be as normal and
    ordinary as the next fellow, no games at allI’m just a teacher, and that’s all I want to beBut in the
    present circumstances, I have to do things my way
    “Which means I leave for my own benefit?”
    “Yes, it does
    “And if I ever learn all the facts, I’ll realize that your instructions were very educational
    “I’ll bet you’re one hell of a teacher, Mr
    “Doctor Webb,” interjected John StJacques spontaneously, as if the clarification were
    mandatory“My brother-in-law’s a doctor, tooLike my sister, he’s got a Ph he speaks a couple
    of Oriental languages and is a full professorPlaces like Harvard, McGill and Yale have been after
    him for years, but he won’t budge—”
    “Will you please be quiet,” said Bourne, close to laughing, albeit kindly, at his wife’s brother
    “My entrepreneurial young friend is impressed with any alphabet after a name despite the fact that
    left to my own resources I couldn’t afford one of these villas for more than a couple of days
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    “That’s a crock
    “I said my own resources
    “You’ve got a point
    “I’ve got a rich wifeForgive us, Doctor, it’s an old family argument
    “Not only a good teacher,” the physician repeated, “but under the grim exterior I suspect a very
    engaging one The Canadian walked to the door; he turned and added, “I’ll take you up on that
    drink later, I’d really like that
    “Thanks,” said Ja
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    I knew that look wellI'd seen it often in my own
    mirror"Do you promise? Big swear? Mother's
    name?"
    "Big swear, mother's name
    She went with her mother, casting one more look
    back over her shoulder and uttering one more
    bereft wail before starting up the steps to her
    houseI knelt beside Gandalf, holding onto the
    Hummer's fender and going down as I always did,
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    to keep my right knee from bending any more than
    it absolutely had toStill, I voiced my own
    little cry of pain, and I wondered if I'd be able
    to get up again without helpIt might not be
    forthcoming from MrsFevereau; she walked over to
    the lefthand side of the street with her legs
    stiff and wide apart, then bent at the waist as if
    bowing to royalty, and vomited replica rolex submariner in the gutterShe
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    held the hand with the cigarette in it off to one
    side as she did it
    I turned my attention to GandalfHe had been
    struck in the hindquartersHis spine was crushed
    Blood and shit oozed sluggishly from between his
    broken rear legsHis eyes turned up to me and in
    them I saw a horrible expression of hopeHis
    tongue crept out and licked my inner left wrist
    His tongue was dry chanel top as carpet, and coldGandalf
    was going to die, but maybe not soon enough
    Monica would come out again soon, and I didn't
    want him alive to lick her wrist when she did
    I understood what I had to doThere was no one to
    see me do itMonica and her mother were insideFevereau's back was still turnedIf others
    on this little stub of street had come to their
    windows (or out on their lawns), the prada bag Hummer
    blocked their view of me sitting beside the dog
    with my bad right leg awkwardly outstretchedI
    had a few moments, but only a few, and if I
    stopped to think about what I was doing, my chance
    would be lost
    So I took Gandalf's upper body in my arms and
    without a pause I'm back at the Sutton Avenue site,
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    4:55 pm
    @@@@@Looks like she had to return the helicopter,
    @@@@@Looks like she had to return the helicopter, at least
    I closed my eyes, clenched my fists, and concentrated on breathing for several seconds
    “I didn't used to be afraid of her,” I whispered“I don't know why she scares me so much now
    Where is she?”
    “Don't worryShe was just up and down the highway yesterday
    I nodded, willing myself to believe
    “Can you… can you hear Mel now?” he murmured
    I kept my eyes closedShe's listening very hard
    “What's she thinking?” His voice was just a whisper
    Here's your chance,I told herhat do you want to tell him?
    She was cautious, for onceThe invitation unsettled herhy? Why does he believe you now?
    I opened my eyes and found him staring at my face, holding his breath
    “She wants to know what happened to make you… different nowWhy do you believe us?”
    He thought for a moment“An… accumulation of thingsYou were so… kind to WalterI've
    never seen anyone but Doc be that compassionateAnd you saved Kyle's life, where most of us
    would have let him fall just to protect ourselves, intended murder asideAnd then you're such an
    appalling liar“I kept trying to see these things as evidence of some grand
    plotMaybe I'll wake up tomorrow and feel that way again
    “But when they started attacking you today… well, I snapped
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    5:00 pm
    @@@@@ "Hey, Goldstein," he roared, "come over
    @@@@@
    "Hey, Goldstein," he roared, "come over here
    Goldstein looked up, and smiled diffidently"Well, thanks, but I'm writing a letter to my wife now His voice was mild, but it had an expectant fearful quality in it as if he knew he would be abused
    "Aw, forget that ol' letter," Wilson said, "it'll wait
    Goldstein sighed, stood up, and walked over"What do you want?" he askedIt seemed an absurd question to him"Ah, hell, have a drinkWhat do ya think Ah asked ya for?"
    Goldstein hesitatedHe had heard that the liquor made in the jungle stills was often poisonous"What kind is it?" he temporized"Is it real whisky or is it jungle juice?"
    Wilson was offended"Man, it's just good liquorY' don' ask questions like that when a man offers ya a drink"Take the goddam drink or leave it, Izzy," he saidOut of fear of their contempt he had been about to accept, but now he shook his head"No, no, thank you," he saidTo himself, he thought, What if it should poison me? That would be a fine way, to leave Natalie to get along as best she canA man with a wife and child can't take chancesHe shook his head again, looking at their hard impassive faces"I really don't want any," he said in his mild breathless voice, and waited with apprehension for their answer
    All of them showed contemptCroft spat, and looked awayGallagher looked righteous
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    What on earth were they talking about? She quietly descended the
    ladder and walked on tiptoe to press her ear against the wall"No,
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    the ladder againAll her Christmas spirit was goneSomeone was
    having a costume party, and she wasn't invitedShe wished she'd let
    Ashley break his neck in dolce sale Melanie's grave! She found the box she was
    looking for and threw it down to the floor, where it burst, scattering
    the brightly colored fans in a wide arc"Now you pick them up and
    dust off every single one of them," she ordered
    She'd rather die than start boohooing in front of her own clerksThe
    day's newspaper was on the seat of her carriage
    She'd been too busy with the prada tote bag decorations to read it as yetAnd she
    didn't much care about reading it now, but it would hide her face from
    any nosybody looking in at herScarlett straightened out the bend in
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    predictions that the races to come would equal their predecessors if
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    5:03 pm
    @@@@@“I’ve got Paris on the other line “Screw
    @@@@@“I’ve got Paris on
    the other line
    “Screw Paris! Where is he? Get him out!”
    “Believe me, we’re trying to find himAll fucking hell has broken out hereThe British want
    Peter Holland’s ass for even hinting at a Far East connection, and the French are in an up roar over
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    Martinique, which was originally rejectedI’ll call you back, I swear it!”
    The line was disconnected, and Marie slammed down the phone“I’m flying to Paris, Johnny,”
    she said, breathing deeply and wiping the tears from her face
    “You’re what?”
    “You heard meJamie loves her and she’s better with Alison than
    I could ever be—and why not? She’s had seven children, all grown up who still come back to her
    every Sunday
    “You’re crazy! I won’t let you!”
    “Somehow,” said Marie, giving her brother a withering look, “I have an idea you probably said
    something like that to David when he told you he was going to Paris
    “Yes, I did!”
    “And you couldn’t stop him any more than you can stop me
    “But why?”
    “Because I know every place he knows in Paris, every street, every café, every alley, from
    Sacré-Coeur to MontmartreHe has to use them, and I’ll find him long before the Deuxième or the
    S?reté The telephone rang; Marie picked it up
    “I told you I’d call you right back,” said the voice of Alex Conklin“Bernardine has an idea that
    might work
    “Who’s Bernardine?”
    “An old Deuxième colleague and a good friend who’s helping David
    “What’s his idea?”
    “He got Jason—David—a rental carHe knows the license-plate number and is having it radioed
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    keep it in sight and report directly to him
    “And you think David—Jason—won’t spot something like that? You’ve got a terrible memory,
    worse than my husband’s
    “It’s only one possibility, there are otherswell, he’s bound to call meWhen he hears the news about Teagarten, he’s got to call
    me
    “Why?”
    “Like you say, to get him out!”
    “With Carlos in the offing? Fat chance, fatheadI’ve got a better i
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    I put the phone gently back into its cradle and
    stared at it for a long time
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    He grinned weakly back
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    5:05 pm
    @@@@@In I and R he could still keep an eye on
    @@@@@In I and R he could still keep an eye on Hearn"Well, I'll think about itThere's no hurry," he said to Dalleson
    After Dalleson had gone, Cummings slumped in his chair and sat without moving, thinking for a long time
    There was still that thing with HearnThe particular set of desires that had culminated in his order to pick up the cigarette had not been appeased, not reallyAnd before him still was the question of getting some Navy support
    Abruptly, Cummings was depressed again

    That night Hearn was on duty for a few hours in the G-3 tentThe side flaps were unrolled, the double entrance was raised, and the corners were covered over to make a blackout tentAnd as always, it was painfully humid insideHearn and the clerk on duty with him sat drowsing in their chairs, their shirts opened, their eyes turned away from the glare of the Coleman lanterns, the perspiration coursing down their facesIt was a convenient time to think, for with the exception of the hourly telephone reports from the front there was no work to do, and the bare tables, the empty desks, and the draped map-boards surrounded them, induced the proper mood of somnolence and absorptionSporadically, like a muted burst of thunder, they could hear the harassing fire of the artillery sounding in the night
    Hearn stretched, looked at his watch"What time do you get relieved, Stacey?" he asked
    Hearn was on until threeHe sighed, stretched his arms, and slumped down in his chairThere was a magazine in his lap, but he had scanned through it, and a little bored, he tossed it onto a tableAfter a moment or two, he took a letter from his breast pocket, and read it again slowlyIt was from a college friend

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